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well..this karate night was different..depressed..upset..saddened..I keep thinking of her..not anything of craze, or crap, but..worriness..I dont want to lose her, and shes holding me back from the place because of something..I dont know what it is, but still..just..need to wait..but I still need her love..her hug and kisses..her gentle voice..her heart..-sighs-..but now at night I can barely walk..all the visions in my head of the worst-case scenario of Amber runs in my mind, it even caused me to injure my body during karate..she might got hurt..she mightve got a heart attack, or car crash or kidnapped..oh god..please god protect her until I come..I will wait till she replies so I can know when to come..I can only wait for so long..this bond hurts me yet drives me..babe if your reading this, I love you and im sorry if I upsetted you, please talk to me..