I would like to apologize to everyone for my bitchiness and uncontolability.... I would also like to apologize to three people in particular..... First and foremost.... Ryan.... I'm sorry... I had no right to treat you the way I did... you gave me your heart after mine was broken.... and healed it... while all I did was take things out on you and hurt you. crying The second person I would like to apologize to is you Courtney.... OMG.... you tried being a friend that gave a s**t... and tried telling me and showing me what's in front of me that I can't see.... and I ignored you and treated you the way you shouldn't have been including today... you were right... I was wrong.... ((<<<hate admitting)).... but what I want to say is that.... You have a god damn good reason to be mad at me... I had no right once again to treat you and Ryan the way I did... 3nodding cry As for the last person.... I'd like to apologize to you Andy... I'm sorry for acting the way I did all those times... I'm sorry for ever having to put you in this at all.... I shouldn't have even been looking at other guy'z and yet I was... and it just happened to be you... Courtney is right... I barely know you... I shouldn't have even though about anybody else... and yet.... I did.... and I'm sorry b/c now I have to break the heart of either you or my bf... and I cannot break Ryan's heart... b/c he's the reason I didn't kill myself in 8th grade... and b/c he was the only guy who ever cared for me in more than one way .... I hope you can forgive me
I'm sorry to everybody... including Nat, LadyShi, and Jon.... and everybody else for my behavior... I hope you can forgive me 3nodding sad And I truly em sorry! 3nodding
Amrosia Amyn · Tue Feb 21, 2006 @ 11:44pm · 5 Comments |