why is it... that everyone else gets to see who my parents really were before they got married and had me..? i mean.... mom became a totally different person once she left dad, and got remarried.... and apparently so did dad. Why is it I never got to see any of this... why is it that i probably won't get to know who they really are?
Thinking about s**t like this gets me depressed... and I hate thinking about it.
Why did they leave me like they did after graduation...? dad wouldn't let me live with him, mom took off for her own life, and yea... she offered to have me go with her, but I didn't want to start all over again. I thought that I could take care of myself.... I thought my family cared about me... heh... so much for my thinking.
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