Maybe staying single isnt bad after all =l im tired of the drama with these women, they dont know me -..- only 1 does... -sighs- and if u reading this u know who u r. You shouldbnt had written that journal entry =[ and now im hurt by it, and i cant forgive myself nw, im no one's angel. I'm only people's despiar in life. I have no dreams of anyone's i dream of black dark illusions (for the retarded people...its nothing)
I have only 1 purpose in life, and ive decided that ima look up to it. Cherish it for as long as i live :l
Everyone thinks of me as something they think but no...im different. I'm not an ordinary person...I'm different. Something i haven't found out yet... Until i get older i will. To this day idk and idc, im my own someone now. Nobody tells me wat to do. I make the choice if i want to or not, i believe in wat i can do, and i try my best to make everyone happy before myself :l
thats the true meaning of Atheism. It's no religion. It's the choice i made to make myself learn from mistakes and do better than the rest of these idiots in this world. =l and i only take orders from 1 person now....(u know who u r)......
