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Bold
so i've noticed something tonight. something about myself. something i didn't really beleive possible. i can't quite find the right word but its a sense of boldness, of courage. to close my eyes and dive in, no regrets, no looking back. tonight i made up my mind about a boy. i decided, without my own knowledge, that i was going to confess how i felt. it seems so silly in retrospect, it hasn't even been that long that i've even known about him. we work together and he's one of the new guys. as usual at once i gathered my faeries and stitched together a delightful scheme. my wonderful faeries would flutter around and be my eyes, my ears. to see and hear the words i could not. to track my pretty target. they gathered information and fed me the knowledge i desired. today was too much, slumber filling me to the brim with joy. my wonderous day would know no bounds and i became enraptured by the sight of him. i spun out of control, my energy flowing like a raging waterfall, out and out and out beyyond the stars. i worked through the day, flirting and flittering near my handsome prey. the day reached it's end and still i could not bring myself to leave. after much ado to nothing i left, thoughts filled with a captivating smile. again, when the stars had emerged from the blanket of night my mind wandered to him. time seemed to stand still. my decision made, without my consent. i readied myself and made for my chariot. whisked away, led not by my eyes, but by an invisible force tied to that place. my mind raced as i stared into the mirror. "was i actually doing this?" how i managed to make my way to him i will never understand. as i approached i glimpsed his shape making to leave that place, until nearer the ides became. i did not hesitate, i made my way, strong and silent to him. he looked to me curiosity lighting his face. a question asked and an answer given in return, a fool exposed. a slight made, now the truth is revealed.
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