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(Nyan it says when it's tooken place... once again written before I took classes... I use a dictionary I had no idea how to use... )

It was later on that night and Ivan keep a watch on the phone. He just wanted it to ring and hear Francis voice. Soon the phone rang and Ivan answered it a bit nervous. "Hello?" He asked.
"Umm hello Ivan it's me Francis..." He said sounding unsure of what to say.
"France! H-how are you? What happened?" Ivan said sounding a bit to happy to hear him.
"Err... not so good... like I said I hope you could forgive me for this..." Francis said sadly.
"W-well what is it Francis? Are you hurt? Are you staying in England longer...?"
"Well I guess you could say I was hurt in a way... you're also going to be hurt yourself. I've lied to you before I left for London; I was going to London but I was going to go see Arthur and it wasn't for work..." Francis said almost in a whisper.
"Y-you did? Why didn't you tell me that? D-does that mean you've be-" Ivan asked not wanting to finish his own sentence in fear of what the answer would be. "Y-you've said you've loved me! Why would you do this?" Ivan said now crying. "W-what did I do to desurve this? I-I could change if you want me to!"
"Ivan! You didn't do anything! I was actually raped by Arthur..." Francis said softly. "I didn't want any of this to happen... but I couldn't stop him, he actually had me tied up."
"F-francis? Are you okay? You need to come back now before he does anything else to you!" Ivan yelled.
"I'm fine don't worry about me. I'm not sure if I'm going to come back yet or not..." Francis muttered.
"What?! How could you say that? You where raped by this man and you don't want to come back?" Ivan yelled a bit.
"Err... it's not like that... I guess I have a lot of thinking to do..."
"What do you mean? What is there to think about? I-I thought you said you'll love me no matter what happens..." Ivan said sadly.
"And I do still love you more then anything amant! It's just that I'm not sure if I can be around you because of what I did." Francis said seeming like he was going to cry on the other side of the line.
"You don't have to worry about that! We can fix anything that happened together... F-Francis please don't leave me; I-I need you more then anything!" Ivan begged.
"You're sweet mon cher... you really are but sometimes to good for your own good. I didn't try hard to get Arthur away from me... how would you ever trust a guy like me? I've just been behind your back and did it with another man." Francis said.
"F-Francis? T-this can't end like this... I wont let it! It just cant! I love you Francis I don't have anyone else to..." Ivan cried.
"Mon ami... I-I'm sure you could find another... one more trust worthy then I have been..."
"No! Francis get a hold on yourself! You haven't done anything wrong... just please come back home to me..."
"I-Ivan?" Francis asked. "You really do love me non? When did you fall so hard for me?" He wondered.
"Francis? It was snowing... you showed me this house we live in... you kissed me for the first time under the frosted streetlight. I thought it was the best thing that could have happened to me." Ivan said.
"Really? So long ago... it happened about a year ago... yet seems like I've been going out with you more then that. We've done so much within that time huh?" Francis asked more questions.
"Da... we have done a lot... a lot that I don't want to regret later on in life..."
"Heeh... mon Russe; vous souci trop beaucoup de... I don't want to leave you like this... I do plan on coming back at lest one more time."
"What? Only one more time? I-I want you to stay Francis! What about all the things we have done?" Ivan asked.
"Now? I never said anything about leaving you again... I just need to think like I said... but mainly I need to make it up to you mon amant." Francis said seeming to act like his old self.
"You don't need to make it up to me but if you really do you will tell me this... when will you be back?" Ivan asked really seeming like he wanted to know.
"I will try to go within two days... I couldn't get a ticket for tomorrow it was too late to make plans by the time I got free. Don't worry mon Russe I will be back before weeks end."
"I'll be waiting Francis... don't you forget that. It's been hell for me lately... ever been away from someone you love?"
"Yes... I'm doing it now... he's all the way out in France and I can't even see his cute blushing face I fell for when we first kissed." He said.
"F-Francis?" Ivan asked crying. "I-I love you too!"
"Of course you do, if you didn't would I have a perpouse now?"
"Right; and I need you as much as you need me; if it wasn't for you I may not know what love was." Ivan whispered.
"Hmm... how I wish I could kiss you right now; you sound like you need the attention mon ament." Francis cooed.
"W-well I have missed you a lot... I do miss cudling with you at night." Ivan said.
"I thought you would mon ament... I do wish I could forefill that want now, but sadly I wont be able to tonight, hold one for just a little bit longer and I promise to make it your while." He hummed now.
"I'll be waiting til then, hopfully it wont kill me." Ivan said.
"Mon Russe, I must go now, it's a hour later for you then for me, you need your rest. Thanks for making me want to come back, au revoir." Francis said.
"Good bye Francis!" Ivan said as Francis hung up. Ivan put down the cell phone and sighed. "No matter what happens he always turns a conversation into a sexual want." Ivan said to himself. "But that isn't always bad... I remember the first time I was touched by that Frenchman..."