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Its okay if you don’t love me
You don’t have too
And sometimes I say its okay that you don’t
Truthfully I hate being left in the shadows
Forgotten and hurt
Its painful to see you walk away with a smile on your face
Being resented by you
Getting hurt by you…
I think I’ve gone through enough pain in my life
I don’t want to love you anymore
So now is the time I resent you
Goodbye stranger…
Its okay if you don’t love me
You don’t have too
And sometimes I say its okay that you don’t
Truthfully I hate being left in the shadows
Forgotten and hurt
Its painful to see you walk away with a smile on your face
Being resented by you
Getting hurt by you…
I think I’ve gone through enough pain in my life
I don’t want to love you anymore
So now is the time I resent you
Goodbye stranger…
Without You
Why am i here?
Is there a purpose for me?
I think I'm just pointless to be on the Earth
Without you paying attention...
What is it that i must live for?
I shall kill myself someday
It's either me or mental problems that will destroy me in the end
I don't care and sadly you don't either...
Why am i here?
Is there a purpose for me?
I think I'm just pointless to be on the Earth
Without you paying attention...
What is it that i must live for?
I shall kill myself someday
It's either me or mental problems that will destroy me in the end
I don't care and sadly you don't either...
Matches
I'm tired of being burnt
Now it's your turn
I hold the matches this time
I get to decide when you go up in flames
Time for someone to die
I'm tired of being burnt
Now it's your turn
I hold the matches this time
I get to decide when you go up in flames
Time for someone to die
Worthless
It must be nice
To give her all your attention
The attention I’ve wanted for years
Guess you don’t care
I don’t want to say anything, for I fear of being rejected
I fear that you’ll just think I’m being jealous
Now I know you don’t care…
It hurts
It burns
I feel worthless and empty everyday of my life…
You make me feel empty inside but I don’t say anything because I fear I’ll be a heartless monster…
You get away with everything
All the scars on my heart and my mind
I channel my heart so I don’t blame you
I just end up hating you more
It must be nice
To give her all your attention
The attention I’ve wanted for years
Guess you don’t care
I don’t want to say anything, for I fear of being rejected
I fear that you’ll just think I’m being jealous
Now I know you don’t care…
It hurts
It burns
I feel worthless and empty everyday of my life…
You make me feel empty inside but I don’t say anything because I fear I’ll be a heartless monster…
You get away with everything
All the scars on my heart and my mind
I channel my heart so I don’t blame you
I just end up hating you more
Never good enough
What hurts, is knowing I’m not good enough for your love
But still thinking that I can try to be good enough
Only to find out that when I was trying my best…
It turns out I was never good enough in the first place
What tops it all off is you never wanted me in your life anyway
All the lies…
The fake emotions…
Now the tears rain slowly from my eye sockets and down my pink cheeks
You still don’t care
You never have
You never will…
I write to you to get some anger out
All I can do now is lean my head on this paper and let my tears rain slowly
I smudge my writing and I can now barely make out the words that were there before
Loosing you is like a punch in the face and a kick in my heart
What hurts, is knowing I’m not good enough for your love
But still thinking that I can try to be good enough
Only to find out that when I was trying my best…
It turns out I was never good enough in the first place
What tops it all off is you never wanted me in your life anyway
All the lies…
The fake emotions…
Now the tears rain slowly from my eye sockets and down my pink cheeks
You still don’t care
You never have
You never will…
I write to you to get some anger out
All I can do now is lean my head on this paper and let my tears rain slowly
I smudge my writing and I can now barely make out the words that were there before
Loosing you is like a punch in the face and a kick in my heart
