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mein kampf
I write poems! :D
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Ache

Don’t you know that my heart aches for you?
My brain and body yearn for you’re love
You’re attention seems un-obtainable and out of reach
It’s no surprise that you don’t care about me
I don’t blame you
Did you lie to me?
All of you’re complements
Were they fake?
I hope not…
They made me feel special
Did you just use me as someone you could talk to when you where bored?
When I told you, “I love you” what did you think?
Did you mean it when you said, “I love you too”?
I hope you meant it…
Because I did
And I still do
It’s okay if you don’t…
You can tell me
It’ll just hurt and break my heart
It wouldn’t matter if you broke it though
I’ll still love you even though it hurts
I hope I made you happy
Even if it was only a second of happiness
Now I’m crying…
I’m still in love with you
Why can’t you see that?
I want to be something to you too…
Not just as “That Girl”
I wonder if you kept those pictures…
The ones you said were beautiful
I never did get to hear you’re voice
It must be nice
I envy those who get to hear it
Nobody hears mine anymore…


Little
Sometimes I wish I was little again
Just so i wouldn't be able to understand whats going on
Hearing, "everything's okay Sweetie. Don't worry. Mommy will make everything better."
I wish i could hear those words again
Feeling safe like back then
I wonder if everyone thinks this way...
I remember when I was little
On my Christmas List I would always want the best present for my mom to be happy
I never did get that present...
That's when I just stopped believing
Sorrow swept over part of my life
Until you came
Life seemed better even though it really wasn't
Thanks for being there with me


Shine
Just because I'm not cute or thin
Doesn't mean you have to look at me like I'm an outcast
Shun me away from you and you're friends
I don't care
I would tell you this
But as it turns out
I'm too shy
And you wouldn't listen anyway
Make fun of me all you want
I'll still find a way to shine


First Thing Last
I’m his second choice
The one he talks to when he’s bored or when everybody’s gone for the day
He doesn’t know just how much I want his attention
How much it hurts me to think about this
He doesn’t care that I cry every night
Alone under the covers so nobody hears me
He just doesn’t know how I feel


Pieces
You had my heart
All of a sudden you dropped it
Then you stepped on it
Without looking back at the pieces
Only to return thinking I’ll accept you back in with open arms





 
 
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