My mourning starts
I drink straight black coffee
I don't put on makeup
I barely brush my hair
I at least brush my teeth
And I don't pack a lunch
My daze begin
I look blankly into nothing
I don't hear friends talking
I barely notice the time
I at least make it home
And I don't call him
My knight is over
I sleep restlessly
I don't open my eyes
I barely try to find comfort
I at least fall asleep
And I don't wake up
I drink straight black coffee
I don't put on makeup
I barely brush my hair
I at least brush my teeth
And I don't pack a lunch
My daze begin
I look blankly into nothing
I don't hear friends talking
I barely notice the time
I at least make it home
And I don't call him
My knight is over
I sleep restlessly
I don't open my eyes
I barely try to find comfort
I at least fall asleep
And I don't wake up