And so I let it go, loosen the cafe from my subscribed threads and let it loose itself among the throngs of other cafes and bars. People might question, why I would choose to do such a thing, but because I answer unto myself. Though I may say it is childish to take such a role play seriously, am I not being hypocritical by not letting it go myself?
People will worry, I have a feeling of that. Kyoko will no doubt be furious with me when she realizes what I have done. But you know what? I'm sick of fighting, sick of crying, I've gone with the flow before I can do it again. I still have the Kafe to visit, though I have not seen the place in a long while. I just fear what Mit will have to say, for he's the only one I really knew.
Well that and Ian might whack me upside the head. There is no midway on this, because none never existed. I think now that the cafe has turned loose, I shall disappear for a while. Besides... work needs to get done.
 Kara Winters · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 10:33am · 0 Comments |
