Sitting here thinking in front of this computer at 3:30 in the morning... and another mood swing. Self confidence falls off, esteem flies away, and I already think of how I hate today. Mind is back on a warpath to my destruction. Eyes only see exactly what it shouldnt see, my flaws. Flaws of the past, flaws of my present, and God knows what I think of my future. Haven't talked to my girl in a few days, because I havent been home as much and life takes me away from the comforting things. Money coming short for my new phone, school beginning to go downhill, and ... -sigh-
Found the absolute perfect song, except for who it makes me think about, who happened to already be amongst these prior issues. No names shall be mentioned but the song is Boys II Men- Doin Just Fine... actually I've played a lot of relevant songs tonight. Faded Pictures- Case and Joe, Best man I can Be- Tyrese Ginuwine Joe R.L., Water Runs Dry- Boys II Men, etc. and they are counseling me to an extent... dont feel like telling the rest pm me if u want more
-Detrick
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