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I feel like i'm just a statistic. What if i'm justg a number, and really i'm just going towards suicide one way or another. For everytime I find myself happy I always find myself sad. Depressed. I don't want to do this anymore and it only makes me feel worse. I'm caught in this state of in between. I have good things going for me but I hate myself. I hate me and I hate everything i've ever done and I struggle to look for good things. Everytime i'm depressed and alone I just see the bad and I try to open up to people but I can't even do that. I'm trapped.

Posted by: Insanity Sparkles Sat Feb 05, 2011 @ 07:17pm

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Lady Kira X
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Commented on: Sat Feb 05, 2011 @ 08:08pm

Commented on: Mon Mar 21, 2011 @ 11:21pm


	don't hug him. I love you Michael heart heart heart heart heart

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Commented on: Mon Mar 21, 2011 @ 11:22pm


	don't hug him. I love you Michael heart heart heart heart heart

Commented on: Tue May 24, 2011 @ 02:37am


	Hi Xian my dear friend since forever on here, please remember that God will always love you, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart." - Jeremiah 29:11-13 "I have come as a light into the world, that whoever believes in Me should not abide in darkness." - John 12:46 Love you man, Take care. Q

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