So someone told me that they didn't really want to live, and another person told me that there cousin committed suicide. I got feed up when someone I knew quiet well said they didn't want to live. (There are rare times when people actually see the real me in public.) I probably really hurt her feelings. But it needed to be said.
I said "It really pisses me of when I here people talking s**t that stupid. To have a family, a loving partner, a child, and at the same time be so pathetically weak. How do you think I feel when I see someone saying they want to throw away what I'm still working so hard for. At least have the back bone to end it. That way someone like me doesn't have to waste there time trying to convince you to live. I really don't like it when people say such things to me."
Harsh I know. But for all you wannabes out there who think about doing yourself in. If life is such a waste then end it and when you're in gods waiting room again give your life to someone who really wants to live. I'm sure your life would prefer that than to be wasting away with you another go around.......
And I'm not trying to brag or say that I'm better than you because I want to live.(Even though it's kinda the truth) I've been lost before, tired, lonely and constantly feeling like I'm about to break. (still kinda feeling that way) But never once want to throw it away. (pff. and you want to give up on everything just because there is a small pebble of a problem in your way.)
By the way this isn't my second part to my previous journal entry, just this really pissed me off today and needed to be said.
b.l.Tiger · Mon Mar 14, 2011 @ 11:59am · 0 Comments |