Well nvm. I was going to make a huge long boring post about how tough things was, and I eventfully over came it. What matter is I made two people remember why they choose each other form one from one touch. I had a long conversation with myself. and what I learned was..... lol it's not about me.
I went into the middle of no where(forest) to find something for myself that was never there. "I told myself it's not about me, it's about them." "But they want a miracle worker, a hero." "Then be one." I couldn't help but to think about their faces. Each face had a different problem that they told me.
Every time I think about buying a plane ticket and just leaving I thought "then whose going to help them up when they fall." I'm sure more than ever now that I can keep going forward. Yeah it's going to be hard when I get bad apples that just want to be stubborn and wont listen..... But sometimes you have to dig deep in order to find something worth wild. (Besides I don't think the girl I'm chasing after would want me to just leave without helping those who need it,)
So none of what I did to get to this point matters to me, what matters is that I'm at this point. smile
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b.l.Tiger · Sun Mar 20, 2011 @ 11:04am · 0 Comments |