So this week been a bit weird well more like the last two weeks. Almost everyone I know has just not been honest. My brother is, was going through some sort of problem. He dealt with it (I knew he would.) Everyone else WTF. Some of them are just not acting themselves. Well they never really were, which I have nothing against because sometimes you just don't want to give that much info out.
I'm always saying something stupid, pretending not know something, so people can relate. (There are some days when I'm completely me and I don't say anything unless I absolutely need to.).. But Anyway my friends (I hope) just aren't being any where close to being honest with themselves or others. Always hiding stuff from each others making excuses, and they aren't really excuses, it's just them making up a lie...
I guess it reached a boiling point these past two weeks because one friend told me a flat out HUGE lie. Don't make excuses just because you tried few things and it may have failed (not a mind reader.). Some think they're getting away with it, but I see it from how they act after each word they say to the smallest eye movement....
Unless it's something seriously wrong I don't say anything I just wait till they're ready to say something.............soooo, LISTEN UP EVERYONE.... Just stop worrying about the petty disagreements and hatred. And if you have enough time to be jealous of something you have enough time to make your own goals and truths.
(Thank goodness wolf found his truth... I hope lol, lol me trying to lighten the mood.)....... p.s. Pauna and Epic send wolf a request he just needs to know he's not alone....... P.P.S.
My truth: I know I'm by myself I kinda prefer it that way, but I know I'm not alone there are those out there who share my ideas. That's why I can move forward even though I'm by myself .......... (awkward.... I'll probably just edit this out later in the week.)
b.l.Tiger · Mon Mar 28, 2011 @ 07:27am · 0 Comments |