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My journal. Notes I write. Poems I write. My messages to people They will never see. Songs That remind me of my life. etc.
I LOVED YOU
and, and you do this?
we were together
for three. years.
three years.

you promised. you said " I promise I'll always be here to protect you. I love you"

those were your exact words. and I believed them. I clung to them.
They kept me from death.

and then you left. I waited. you came back. you left again.
Over and over this happened during these three years.

You went to jail for stealing a ring.
we were going to get married.

we were happy.
for a time.
I found out that the promise you told me. The One Thing I held dear, was just a trivial line you have said to many others...
Then you said it again

I hate you.
I hate myself for loving you so much.
The broken pieces of my heart are shattering again and I cant breath.
I want to die.





 
 
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