Talk about a bad day. It started out just like any other, waking up, get ready for school sleep on the way, ect. But when i got to school i went up to my history class, and as i was listening to a friends iPod a guy i know uttered the only word to ever send me into a real fit of pure rage; He cald me a... I cant even type it. Its a word that was used durring the hollocaust that was the lowest word for a jew. Even though he thought it was just a joke, he should be SMART enough to learn how far you can push a nice person. the second his mouth closed my right hand swung to his neck like a tigers claw at its prey. I grasped so hard i could hear him lose his breath. "DONT YOU EVER USE THAT WORD" i swung him into a wall, and let my grip go enough for him to breath. "if you ever even so much as utter that word, i will send you strait to the emergency room" that hole 34 seconds, i saw enough things in my mind to make even the most calm people into a rampage without mercy. I saw every hardship my hebrew bretherin and ancesters went through. i saw the slaves of egypt, the destruction of the temple of solomon by the romans, the spanish inquisition, the cosaks burning jewish villages in russia. then i had just enough time in reality to grab his neck. then i saw every hardship of the holocaust. I was going to through a bone shatering punch...but then i saw somthing that changed my mind in a instant. It was Madaline smiling and looking at me with her beutiful eyes. It was at that time i decides to be merciful and let him off with a warning that probly sscared him to near death. It was her face and the idea of us together that gave me the mercy to spare him. Me and her are both jewish and at first it made me triple mad, but i thought that if she was in my position, she would be merciful. Maby she truly is an angel, because i had the anger of a demon, and she calmed it. I spent the rest of the day pissed off. But when i got home and talked to her, all of my anger washed away instantly. I honestly dont like to fight, im a lover not a fighter, but there are somthing a man cant let go. after we ended our conversation o the phone I thought thought about how are lives would be without each other. Perhaps she would still have the edward elric obsesion. I would probly be sitting in a jail cell wile the guy was in intensive care. then ithought about what would happen if anything happend if anything happend to her. I came up with two answears; we would always love each other forever...and if anyone was to ever cause her harm...i would release everything they did to her 100 fold. I guess thats one of the responsibilitys of being in love......she truly is an angel from above.
Grimshadow64 · Thu Apr 06, 2006 @ 12:36am · 3 Comments |