tonight was possible the ruffest night of my relationship with madaline. She was over at her friend Emily's house for a sleep over with Kat. The phone call i recieved from Mady's cell phone was not one of pleasure, but of strict demands. when I answeared the phone i was welcomed not my madaline's sweet voice, but that of anothers, her childhood friend Emily. And instead of a pleasant conversation with her friend I was compleatly bombarded with command of how we should run our relationship. I was at first ok with her telling me her so called "rules" for our relationship, but our "easy" conversation transformed into a battle of male steriotypes. Automaticaly I was being accused of being In this relationship just for sex! scream In responcce I tried telling them I would do anything for Madaline, even lay down my life for her. Eventualy this argument became a sort of ghetto showdown as Emily (and occasionaly Kat) chalenged me as a posser acting like I was a posser and a sex addict. We soon started using ghetto sland after Emily called me a mother f#&@er and we then battled it out to see who was better for madaline. In my opinion, Madaline should make that decision herself. But what realy upset me was Emily and Kat's argument of how if I want to be with Madaline I SHOULD take the dissrespect. I love Madaline with all my heart, but I was raised to defend 2 things in this world; the innocent, and my pride. If I take dissrespect now then Ill take it from them the rest of my life. Madaline, If you can read this I want you to know that I love you and I would do anything for you. A great person once said "Someone who loves you will fight an army with his or her own bear hands... But someone who is IN love with you will do the same... and win
Grimshadow64 · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 03:14am · 1 Comments |