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This is insane! Julie, a girl I dated a while back that I haven't seen in a while, just told me she still loves me. She's 14...and still love a guy like me. I love Ruba and im hers forever but when Julie said that, something just...ugh...went weird in my chest. I asked her why and she said I was the greatest guy she ever met. I'll admit I cried when she told me that. She cried a bit when I told her that im already taken. I feel really bad. It's been on my mind for hours now and I can't get it out. Is it something inside me telling me I still have feelings for her or just that it touched me that she still does love me? I don't know but im going to hang out with her tomorrow at the library and I really don't know what to do. I think I should cancel it for the time being. I am with Ruba and I love her with all my heart so I can't be distracted by this.