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...i left ruba, a woman that i loved with all my heart, for jessica, another woman that spilled her emotions out to me. I didnt know what to do so i asked my gma and some good friends of mine. Ruba lives in Asia and jessica live an hour and a half away from me. When i told them that they said the logical choice would be jessica. I did in the end choose jessica. Was it the right choice? I hurt ruba so bad...and my heart hurts...ive been listening to this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-IyDxZrECs4 for a while now...and i think i still love ruba but i love jessica...last night i didnt get any sleep cause i was crying and my heart really hurted...idk what i should do now...im with jessica...but is all of me with her?