Im waiting for the words to quit screaming in y head, and my heart to quit pounding, the thrill of death is now slowly consuming me, but is this really what i want? why do these voicces tell me to do bad things? why do they tell me to kill you and myself?, what is wrong with me?, depression is there 24/7, no relaxing, im too busy running from the shadows, on a sunny day, im outside froliking in the grass with no freedom to care and no life to give up, Wy must i feel this way? why must i be depressed so? what is wrong with me? am i still in dinaial? because i put this all behind me once before, but the past has once again been dug up, memories are relived and pain that wasfelt long ago is now felt agian, why? i know that death is my ultimate fate, but must it be so soon? can't i live a normal life like every one else? or ami doomed to die, alone and scared? cold and tired, poor and worthless?.....
BuLL_ShEEt_BoX · Sat Apr 08, 2006 @ 07:23pm · 0 Comments |