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my life seems to be one big blur,
no going no stoping,im just there,
my mom says that im depressed,
till she walked in this morning,
and found me all ******** up,
holes in my arms,
and bottles of booze scattered on the floor,
she threated to send me away, told me to shape up or else,
i just continued to do what i always did,
till she found me again,
now im going to this strange school,
they put all these words in my mouth,
they don't leave any room for me to talk anymore,
they said that they were going to fix me,
send away the problem, so that im not theirs,
they say they love me and this is the only way,
i woke up this moring, a weird guy next to me,
my mom barged it and yelled at me,
she sent him home, and me away again,
so i went to this place called " help for drugs, and huggs for love,
i sware i just wanted to throw up with all the fake happiness and cheeryness,
they gave me all these pills,
just to drug me up so that im not their problem,
i thought that i was there to get help, but when i came out i was more ******** up,
i went back to my same old habits,
and it seemed like no one really cared,
till this moring, when my dad walked down stairs, and found me hanging there,
now every one is crying, and i don't know why,
didn't they relize,
that all i wanted to do was die?
 BuLL_ShEEt_BoX · Mon Apr 17, 2006 @ 11:33pm · 2 Comments |
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