Yah XD So I was overreacting yesterday. He told me like it is and I am happy that he was straight with me. He loves me. He really does. But he's broken so he falls into emotionless slumps sometimes. If I really want this to work, I need to know when those are going on and let it happen. I love him dearly so I think I can do it.
Anyway, today has been a great day. I got to talk to him a lot today and in a way that I haven't gotten to in a long time.
Also, I have gotten back into my love of Breaking Benjamin. Been on a listening kick for the past 4 days XD
And on another note, I plan on buying a phone first thing and then Monster Hunter. After that, I plan to save up to help him get here =] Honestly, I could wait forever for him. But I would prefer to be able to see him sooner XD
Yay! He's gonna be my first Valentine! I am glad I get to share that with him. At least I have something to do with him that I haven't already done.
Anyway, going to bed now cuz I needs the sleep. Aaaaand I work tomorrow. Also finishing the song Breath by Breaking Benjamin. I adore this song. =]
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