Sorry i havnt updated my journal recentaly, ive been going through alot latly, but im ready to talk. Spring break started on saturday and all seemed so great. But in the late afternoon my dad came to me wile i was watching Tv and said he had some bad new...my dog Mankey (yes like the Pokemon) had had a siezure and fell into the pool. i rushed outside to see his body resting on the concrete. My dad said he would dig his grave, but i went and got the shovel and said "No, he was my dog and im gonna be the one to burry him" I dug for half and hour, and once I was done, we picked him up and lowered him into teh hole. I cried with every scoop of dirt I pored on him. I stayed there and thought about all teh time we spent together and the things we never got to do. Later i went inside and wiped the sweat and tears from my face and looked in the miirror expecting to see a boy crying. Instead I say what I thought I never would become, a man. A little part of me died that day. But something more was born. I was suposed to go out with mady and her friend alli to sunset place, and although i didnt want to at first im gald I did. They both cheered me up alot. I just hope Mankey is in a better place. And just like my title says, "life has endings and begginings"
Grimshadow64 · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 06:58pm · 2 Comments |