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Do you want to know the enormity of the impact you have on my life? Because of you, not even my own feelings are my own. my mood depends on yours. My feelings of how i look is dependent on how you look at me. I can be in complete chaos or bliss, and i will change completely how i feel based on how you act around, how you look at me, how you talk to me. Its emotionally exhausting. What is this? Does this make it right? How can I go from the pinnacle of happiness to the utter depth of sadness within seconds? You are one of my greatest strengths, but also my greatest weakness.


*this is just something i wrote as practice for my writing im not crazy.... yet