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I think I need a new one.

Quick rundown of what's happened in the past few years, even though you can track most of the events down in the LSG.

Natalie and I on/off-ed a lot, then eventually got married. I proposed under a Christmas tree in December of 2009, we were married officially on 01/10/10.

Lots of drama, lots of negative things, blah blah. Separated officially Nov 19, 2011. I thought I was going to come back. Guess not. Waiting till new years for the divorce.

Lived with Joe and Crazy Robert. You can see Robert's official hate page here:
http://www.facebook.com/groups/121066978016057/?fref=ts

Mom died on Feb 28 2012. Most likely blood issues from drinking.

Moved in with Dad same day.

Hired at Cefco 04/16/2012. Seen over a dozen people leave the company (quit or fired. Mostly quit). Not a bad place, though. Getting promoted in a few days, just as soon as I get my check in for the car.

Not getting any thinner. But it's Thanksgiving -- not supposed to today.

No girlfriend as of today.

Looking back at my old posts -- the only thing I can think of is, "far too many feels." I think I'm a better person today than I was before. I'm far more level headed, and career oriented.

... Or maybe I'm just getting old.

Update Dec 09, 2012: Aaannnddd, I find out Natalie's 5 weeks pregnant. Now I understand why the feels again. I was through with her and the attachment, I guess not. It's not nearly as bad as it would have been before, but I still hurt.

I wish I could erase all my memories of her. I really do. It ******** sucks.