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Games and Pain
Having fun yet?!
You seem to be having fun....
using me and abusing me some more!
You never stopped with your stupid games...
I guess I'm not human to you...
I'm just a thing to be used and reused again!
I give you the signs, tell you what's on my mind...
yet you throw it away and ignore me like you're deaf!
I can't take it anymore...
Falling to ashes is what I am...
It's too late to even fix me anymore...
I thought you are a angel....
I really did like you....
But there is nothing there for me to see anymore, I've gone blind....
You took my eyes away and take me as a advantage...
I'm now part of your stupid game...who's next?
You will dump me in the trash can and ask for another girl....
Don't deny it...I hate liars...even though I am one...
BUT YOU ARE NOT ANY BETTER THAN ME!
I lie to bottle up my feelings for others not to hear...BUT YOU!
You lie to me saying you won't do anything to cause me pain...
YOU LIAR!
Now you push me back to the start...I'm torn enough can't you see?
I'm right here dying asking for help from you... I'M ON MY KNEES FOR GOD'S SAKE!
Yet you smile, smirk in front of me and ask me something that wasn't what I wanted...
The one thing that causes me more pain...
My time is running out as well as my patience...
Soon enough...I'm dead...faded...not remembered...
That's who I will become soon...
Yet you still sit behind the computer screen watching me die...die in my own pain...struggling in my own blood that you drawn out....
Are you done yet? or...is there more?
I thought you are the one...but you prove me wrong...you liar...
you disgust me...
-Snow that flutters down like feathers