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"I try hard just to please you, but I say I don't need you" |
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(I looked through my iPod on iTunes for a song for inspiration, and "Am I Getting Through (Part I and II) by Sheryl Crow seems fitting for this. I want to clear up what might have been left hanging when I disappeared, what ever it was...)
Sorry guys. I left you hanging on empty air, didn't I? I can't remember what the hell I posted. I got bored of Gaia... And I was at the point I was wasting time doing nothing but sitting there. So I left on hiatus on a drop of a hat. Yan and everybody, I didn't forget about you. Back then, I was at a tough spot emotionally. Now it's not to say that it isn't better now-- I'm working on things, as usual. I've improved. It's a roller coaster, anyway. The house is a mess, but not like it was before. I've decided to clean a little here and there daily to reach my goal of having the house clean within the coming months. I'm still volunteering and out of work, but I don't mind. I'm getting close to being ready for a job.
My mother is still a b***h. Despite counseling, she likes to rescue me and then tell me off when I don't do what she wants when she does that. Recent example was that she has been helping me clean my house. She never has time... And she likes to make me feel bad when I can't do it on the days she has available. Berating me when I don't do what you want scares me off and is a huge demotivator. And I don't always clean when she's there... Why do that when I already dread her coming in the first place?! *sighs* I don't think I'll ever get along with my mom at this point. Things have imroved, but she hasn't let go of things yet. :/
The cats are well. Luna likes to wake me up by chewing on the blinds, blind cords, and shoeboxes in the morning, or tipping over the garbage can in my room. If it makes a lot of noise, messes with me, and is guaranteed to get me out of bed, she'll do it. I can't go back to sleep when she does that, either. Rise on the other hand likes to scoot along the floor on his side when he plays. Wierd cat. He'll dig through and paw though any clothes or blankets, too, so I can't leave my doll clothes laying in a box. Luna chews up the shoebox while Rise pulls out the clothes. x.o
Oh, btw, you should check out my FurAffinity eventually. I'll put up a link one day when I have plenty of stuff for sale. I also take commissions, but I can't show you what I have for sale yet when I don't have pictures. So give me time.
... Welp, did you miss me? If you did, be sure to say "Hi!" and glomp me. Take care for now.
CrystalKamu · Thu Jul 11, 2013 @ 02:05am · 0 Comments |
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