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i'm hurting today. my heart feels like it has been trown in two. i had a bad day at school, i have been working long hours at work even on my days off, i haven't been home or have any free time and today i thought i can go home and spend time with someone who will cheer me up from my bad day. but...my mother comes to work when i have half an hour left and gives me the house key. she is going to bring my little brother to my fathers and so i ask where my fiancee is. she tells me that he got up set and didn't want to wait for me to get home so he went to his friends house and won't be back til 10:00 pm so i will have to walk home with my backpack, laptop and tot bag and come home to an empty dark house. my mom doesn' t tell me why he is mad but i know he is mad at my mother cause she won't let his/ my friends drink cause they are underage and she doesn't want to get caught so then he is all pissed and he doesn't even want to wait for me to get out of work so he goes to his/ my friends house to get drunk off his a** so he can come home thinking i won't mind and that i will be waiting for him. i don't care that he went its just i didn't get a call asking how work went or how school went and also he was called and asked if he would come in and work and he said no. well the manager is mad that he asks for more hours and then they call to give them to him and he says no. i know he just blew off work to get drunk. he spends most of this paycheck on pizza, alcohol and ******** things for his damn computer. he didn't think of how i would feel. i'm really upset...he doesn't seem to notice but the small things make me happy. guess his plans come first crying
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