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so apparently someone i knew died friday night.

it was a car accident.

i didn't really know him that well. i worked with him for a couple months in a play when i was 12, but we weren't really friends, because we were two different types of people.

but he was the kind of guy that everyone liked, if that makes sense. funny, charming, decent overall.

i still remember him, even though it was years ago.

i still remember how good of an actor he was and how i knew he would have a future in acting, if sports didn't work out for him. i can still HEAR him, hear his lines, in his voice. that's how good he was.

it's too bad he never got a chance to go into acting.

i ******** hate 2014. it's been the shittiest ******** year of my entire ******** life.

everyone i know is ******** dying or getting cancer or getting cancer and then dying. the people who promised to be around at my worst lied, and they're not here.

and you know what?

i mean it when i say that i sincerely hope i don't make it to 2015.

i don't think i can bear this shitty world much longer.