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	The Journal of a ButtMuffin... beyond the beauty of it all... Ain't nothing better than the truth... sometimes it's hard, cold, harsh, and sharp around the edges...

	An Update on My Life!
	An Update on My Life!


I am writing to hopefully bring those of you who read this closer to me in my personal life... Recently I have been really depressed and stressed out... my mother is never home and never wants to do anything with me or my little brother when she is home... I never see my father anymore and my whole family gets mad at me for no apparent reason... ALSO my sister has an on-going drug addiction and my middle brother is living with us again... sleeping on the floor of my oldest brother's room... it's all so confusing and stressfull... and I know it's not just stressfull twords me... My oldest brother and I have basicly been forced to become parents for our little brother... it's sad... I have to cook and clean and wipe his a... and while I'm at school my brother has to watch him and such... My mom has been home for a total of about... 8 hours this week... not including sleeping... I understand that she works and has a boyfriend... but she has a son too... she thinks I am mad because she has a boyfriend and it is sooo not true... I'm upset that my little brother isn't being raised properly... it's so aggrivating... she just tries to pay me so that I will shut up and leave her alone... no matter what I do she never listens... she always switches arguments or even conversations to be against me!! I'm just so tired of it... my grades are slipping and I feel sick all the time... probably from mal-nourishment... I just don't know how much longer I can last before I literally explode!! ButtMuffin** · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 11:29pm · 0 Comments


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