Maybe its a square..
Or maybe its a web...
I have no clue what anyone else is really thinking. They connected only through me. No direct connections between each other.
So what am I talking about? Those three aquaintances I spoke of in the last entry.
My favorite is the Cute Tennis Boy. Its tough to interract with him, but I'm getting there. I think I can get him to break his shell. He reminds me of myself sometimes. I guess thats what I like the most. Doesn't that sound like I love myself too much? But when it comes down to it, doesn't everyone when they look for a friend of love? Relationships develop with similarities. The more similarities, the more you like that person. Enough similarities and you'll love yourself? If a straight person met someone so unbelievably similar to them. Would they fall in love?
Thats just more pondering and questioning. Gets your mind moving a bit.
Speaking of moving, I'm trying to fill my day with doing whatever I can. I want as little time playing video games or watching tv alone as possible. I want to get things accomplished. If I have nothing to do.. I shall run outside and go to the pool and do something there. I've really been to lazy, when there is so much I am capable of.
Anyways back to the triple boy talk stuff. Sheesh I almost feel like making a manga out of this kind of thing. Fan girls everywhere will buy it!
Okay so second is the online friend. We're getting closer to each other. Between us the relationship is strongest but we don't say anything clear. We just have fun, make roleplaying sessions. 4laugh We just live in different places, so the long distance thing would work out for a relationship.. We'll most likely just stay this way for a while. I have no problem with it.
Last is that stalker boy. Grr.. he annoys me. Needs to get off my back. I don't like him at all. But he keeps pestering me with his sneaky yet oh ho I'm innocent behavior.. It feels bad to talk about people like this behind their back. But theres not much I feel I can do about it. I just try to ignore him but he his hands wont keep off. I guess I could describe it as being petted like a dog. But this mongoose doesn't like any hands on him besides the ones he loves.
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