So I ate chinese food recently and got the message
"Your lover will never want to leave you."
I don't have an official lover.. but that message doesn't mean my lover. It means someone that loves me.. Anyone.
Its like some sort of bar graph on how much I like them and how much they might like me.
Overall I'd say they all seem to like me more and be more interested in me. Of course that thought is a combination of fantasizing and speculation. And in the issue of my liking them, its a bit interesting how things turned but I guess was bound to happen over a summer when I have less contact with some than others.
Okay now for the three paragraphs of more detail.
Cute Tennis Boy.
Well, not seeing someone over a summer can change them. He can let his hair grow because he isn't in the ROTC anymore.. Asians can have such nice hair when they maintain it right but he doesn't seem to style it which I don't enjoy. I preffered him with the short hair and military uniform. Hehe. He also seems to be one of those who doesn't do anything about the little mustache growing. I hate facial hair. So some of the cute-ness is leaving him. I saw him recently and he stuck around for a while. It was funny though, he was acting somewhat strangely around me. Quite peculiar, like he was more than happy to see me.
The Stalker Boy.
He still wants me. And I still don't like anything about him. Not a very charming appearance at all and some of his discussions are disturbing. I went to see Pirates of the Carribbean. I invited 4 people including him but one didn't turn up and he didn't get his tickets in time for the right showtime. So I changed my tickets so he wouldn't be alone. I'm nice like that. We did have some fun around the arcade but I made it as friendly and me the party mongoose type thing. I think that event turned him on towards me even the more. But theres nothing I can do about it. Its just sometimes a little creepy because I feel like he just wants a look in my pants.
The Online Boy.
So we've seen each other before even. We've sent friendly pictures to the other. (I'm actually tempted on showing a risque picture). We've known each other for atleast a year.. I should ask. With all the roleplaying we've done we could make novels. I've told him on a few recent ocassions that I like him, that I even love him. But I'm not sure our feelings are quite connected yet. Its hard to do that over internet. I've even given away this secret username to him. He has the ability to look into some of the more open things I do on gaia. I really wonder what he feels. Truthfully I want to be with him. I don't like to use the word boyfriend. It just sounds... I don't like its ring. Lovers? No sounds... wet.. and .. weird.. Maybe Partners. Sounds a bit business like though, but I kind of enjoy it. Mate... its sounds like someone owning another, or someone you make babies with.. or atleast penetrate. My only conclusion is I love him.
Oh it can be so puzzling. But I'm good at puzzles. I think I'm getting close to finishing this one and reveal the beautiful picture. Too bad I lost the box to help me.
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