Today is my second day doing this,
I have my own journal I keep, but I like typing things out, and who knows maybe someone will be interested in reading it at some point.
Yesterday was a very rough day. I was dumped very harshly and felt really very hopeless, but today I felt the opposite.
I woke up at 10am which is a big deal because i sleep in late.
I had coffee and was possitive.
I mean in my gut im still really hurt by what happened but im excited at my decision to keep on trying and to make things better for myself.
I got no message back from the ex which is fine, i think it was better that way.
But i will be seeing him tomorrow when I go to get my things.
That will be so extremely hard.
Tomorrow though, I am going with my grandparents to buy some clothes, I will get some new makeup for myself and get my eyebrows done.
When I get back i will curl my hair and make sure I look really good so the last time he sees me in person he will remember how strong and beautiful i look.
and hopefully i wont cry.. no promises though.
Im hoping to get a new job at a buffet my friend works at so i have my fingers crossed. that will be really nice if it works out.
I just finished an hour long work out so i am very tired, im going to make some tea and relax now smile
Wish me luck tomorrow!!!!! sweatdrop redface emo
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