Yay,those are my options..
Considering I've most likely forever lost my heart to someone who loves only the impossible,such as stars and singers.
So working out,training...Becoming a bassist [yeah I know the saying about bassists being loved even less then drummers >_<]
Anyways,the only option for the future I'll have left at this rate of lifestyle is somekind of painfull death,at own hands or not.
These peaks of depression uild up and go away gradually..
But I'm just to aware that there's a time that I'll lose control..
And with no reasons to restrain..
anyways..
My skin is burning while my heart is frozen solid.
Time flows by as we all die.
With nightmares,there's nothing wrong.
After all who cares about the things they don't have to face
Don't be scared,there's nothing there
but emptyness
Emptyness,emptyness.
burning holes into your life.
Tearing away,rotting flesh and splintering bones.
Your soul is weak but your fist is strong.
You want the sun to rise no more..
being strong,being known
Are those thing neccesary for happyness?
Is love a sick cruel and Oh so TWISTED joke.
In that Case;It's nightmares
that I can't go without
And Those cruel jokes
Keep me around
Considering I've most likely forever lost my heart to someone who loves only the impossible,such as stars and singers.
So working out,training...Becoming a bassist [yeah I know the saying about bassists being loved even less then drummers >_<]
Anyways,the only option for the future I'll have left at this rate of lifestyle is somekind of painfull death,at own hands or not.
These peaks of depression uild up and go away gradually..
But I'm just to aware that there's a time that I'll lose control..
And with no reasons to restrain..
anyways..
My skin is burning while my heart is frozen solid.
Time flows by as we all die.
With nightmares,there's nothing wrong.
After all who cares about the things they don't have to face
Don't be scared,there's nothing there
but emptyness
Emptyness,emptyness.
burning holes into your life.
Tearing away,rotting flesh and splintering bones.
Your soul is weak but your fist is strong.
You want the sun to rise no more..
being strong,being known
Are those thing neccesary for happyness?
Is love a sick cruel and Oh so TWISTED joke.
In that Case;It's nightmares
that I can't go without
And Those cruel jokes
Keep me around
