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FRIENDS....
wow....how do you even know if you are friends with people? honestly i dont have any clue.....i think i have 3 friends but honestly i dont even think we are friends...but its only because...my one friend is always a total B**** to me....and she told me that her mom said that i was a total B****......and she was like "i agree with her to"!!! and my other so called friend......i dont talk to her unless she talks to me...because honestly i dont even think she likes me......and im started to like her as a friend.....its a long story..... and my other friend i want to be friends with so bad.....but we got into this big fight....and i think she talks behind my back...but im not sure...because before she left for Texas...we talked on the phone...and she was talking behind Kayices back....and i was like silent..... and then she was like "yah i know i shouldnt be talking behind her back" (and some other stuff.....but im not going to say) so im not sure if she does talk behind my back or what...but i really want to be her friend.....and like awile ago she sent me this.....
cool profile its fun^.^ so yeah ill miss u this summer ill try to be on gaia ok well sorry about the fight ...it kind of change are friendship
And i dont know if she accatly means it or if shes just saying it....because i remember when we were best friends....i didnt like Rachael very much and i told Rachael that...and katelin didnt say anything....and i asked her if she liked Rachael...and she was like no not really.....and stuff....and i asked her why she still hangout with Rachael and she was like "i dont want to be mean to her....."so i dont know if shes just saying this or if she likes me or not....... and Im dating this guy....and hes like really hot!!!and hes like the only person i can trust......like he will listen to me and not juge me...or he will not tell people...witch im happy...because like know one can keep secrets........and that bugs me...and yes i did tell some secrets about katy.....and yes katy im really sorry......but i was pissed off and i just shouldnt have done it....and yes i know i said sorry almost everyday but i still feel bad.....and yah.....and i know you said you really dont care...but i do...and im really sorry...... i was just going through a bad time...... like always....and i feel really horrable about it....so im sorry....
AND KATY PLZ COMMENT IN HERE IF YOU READ THIS...
OR WHO EVER READS THIS PLZ COMMENT....THX
I LUFF YOU
p.s. i just read my old accounts journal...and i started to cry..... it was so horrable.... my old account is fluffy333.... redface
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