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ok this is not cool....my older brother is really upset.....hes leaving for a long time...and hes not telling my mom were....but he did tell me though...but he doesnt want anyone to know....though. But i feel really bad...because hes trying to find a place to stay.....and i feel horriable...but hes been calling me though......nate i love you so much!!!! heart

i love my song on my profile...its so true....i always feel like braking down...i always feel out of place...like no one understands me and im alone.....the only two people that understand me is araiana and jordan,...and i just feel like i dont belong........i just wish i could run away with nate....and i lock my self in my room and turn my radio up so no one can hear me crying,or screaming...if you know how im feeling you probly no that im hurt,lost,and feel like im left out in the dark,and i feel like im always geting pushed around...feeling like everyone is out to get me.....i just wish i could be someone else...or just go live with my dad.....but i cant for like 2-3 years....and i hate it when people stab other people in the back, or when they lie to your face....and i know i stabed katelin in the back and katelin im sorry for stabing you in the back...if all this dont stop im going to just burst.....im going to just brake down...and i bet anything know one will care to save me....and all i have to say is WELL THATS HOW MY LIFE IS....SO WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!