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Decision making is actually one of the many things that I suck at. I am extremely indecisive, and a lot of times it would lead me to trouble and regrets (which I, by the way, hate the most). up to this day, I still struggle to create better decision for myself, I know I have to prioritize myself, but somehow a lot of external reasons would affect the way I decide, and I hate myself for it. I really really hope sooner or later, I could decide better and have a clear thinking of what I need to do. Right now, I am always caught empty handed with decisions I fail to decide properly, I guess my anxiety is also one of the reason for this. But actually self-discipline also plays a major role here, if I learn to be more disciplined, I'll learn to be more decisive. And I'll still try and try to keep these up with myself, with hope and love.