This entry is actually kind of late, I graduated college around 6 months ago, May 25, 2019. I was supposed to write this right after my birthday entry but wasn't able to do so hehe. The actual reason why I was still having doubts on whether or not should I write this is because, I never really liked my college experience.. Don't get me wrong, I did still have fun and I treasure every golden moment, most especially with a lot of people and all the experience significant to building relationships and improving my skills. Academic-wise, I could really say it was breaking my mental health.. Although I had ways to cope, being anxious almost everyday, and having to care about what the panelists/professors' opinions was something I genuinely dislike, although I do understand that it's inevitable, It was something I do not want to experience again, thus I do not want to remember it..
On the bright side, I graduated and got a degree! I know It's not much, but I rarely have achievements so, graduating college is definitely worth remembering and acknowledging.
Even though I am still very much far from my dreams, I'm doing tiny steps. It's just a matter of how I plan things to work.. I understand that everything has a timeline so I'm also not in a rush. With open heart, I still believe I will get there. heart
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A series of blogs written by myself and for myself, as a way for me to ponder my own thoughts and experiences.
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Yuina Hoshizora
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