"Lost"
Im starting to careless, Im starting to breathless, I wonder why I should stay around you? You say your a friend, but are you really? Im starting to cut again, I know you don't care how bad I bleed. Remind me why I live again!
I have trusted you, How funny is it that you avoid me? You wonder why I cant open up, Why its so hard for me to trust?
Don't tell me to hold my head up, It simply won't happen. Don't ask me to trust you more, You have already used me.
Throw all your jokes at me, Hide from me when I ask you to speak. I have shared my world with you, Only to get back the dark side of yours. Even trade, For a life left screaming in pain?
I can't say I care, I can't say I want to live for love, I can't feel love. All you have given to me, Leaves me feeling nothing.
You say I stay online to much, Give me a good reason, To come back to your reality. This I leave you to decide. I don't eat the same, I don't want to live, Yet you tell me not to die. What else is there for me? Absolutly nothing, Simply nothing.
~ Me
SaraWhiteWolf · Mon Jan 20, 2020 @ 10:55pm · 0 Comments |