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How Long is This Going to go on?
Its been days, my mind has been dashing from thought to thought, contemplating what the right decision is. It feels wrong keeping you in my life. I see your contact always on the top of my list, and all I wanna do is delete it. But something stops me. Why do I want to keep you here, when all you do is make me feel unwanted? What is the point? I have my finger held up to the block button all the time, but I just cant press it. I've known you for months and I thought we were close, but in reality I had put down this blanket of lies as some type of comfort for me. It wasn't real friendship, and it wasn't real love. Why do I force this? I've come to terms with the fact that I was wrong, but why is it so damn hard to just leave you in the dust?
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