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	00tz Welcome To My Jornal.
	00tz Welcome To My Jornal.

	for the first time in a long period feeling bad..
	for the first time in a long period feeling bad..


Oh my heart hurts ,I feel really unpretty today perhaps because some ppl told me I'm ugly and dumb,wel not that this matters but it really hurts me when I'm trying to not hurt anyones feelings and I get nothing but pain after that..I dont look at ppl's disadvantages but it sems that all they do is to search me for disadvantages and defects and if they find some they dont botter to offend me most painfully..what do they think that I have no feelings or what ,just because I'm mostly happy for that I live should they try to make me feel bad.Everyone has his inner demons and dark sides but why are they keeping on telling me how worthless I am or how ugly I am ..like I dont know that..atleast I'm trying to be something in this life so my spirit can become bigger and I could find wisdom ..I know I shouldnt botter from what ppl think but when they dont leave me alone I cant help it ,it just aches my soul... It's time to stop self-aware and smile again will someone help me simile or I'll have to do it alone like I always do..(haha I remembered that's the reason I'm talking to myself it's just like I have two consciousnesses) Well that is all I hope..no I KNOW I"LL BE BETTER TOMORROW see me pls dont break me... ootz · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 02:20pm · 0 Comments


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