-02-01-2003-
I have filled my plate with the bounty of life, and as I filled up my soul I began to feel content and in place with it all.
The world has never been more beautiful to me.
How wonderful new growth feels. *commentary- I was almost six months pregnant with my first son, Alexander when I wrote this.*
-03-02-03-
As I set out forward in my life, wanting to find clarity in what my life once was and what it has become with so much hard work and determination. I decided that the past is just that- the past. That's where it's going to stay. I am growing thanks to that of my growing child who I have felt one with from the first kick and watery movement I was given. But I am also growing from new life experiances, becoming a mother, becoming a wife, and finding the true Earth Goddess that's always been within. I have been trying to find ways to express myself. To open up every part of my being. Writing has always been on way, but I had seemed to have lost that one magick I had, that a pen just frustrated me. Instead of bringing great pleasure. However, the many changes have begun within and around me, the need to write has returned. Now I also have this new urge to create- art, poetry, LIFE. I don't care how I just need too. So I have decided to enlighten myself.
I have stepped back into the great spiral of life. Opening up doorways and walking down highways to get to where I want to be. The Goddess has been with me for so long that I feel I have to give back, allow her to use me as a vesel, as I said before, to create.-03-06-03-
Titled Free SpiritTo Reopen once was so free, but then closed off to the eyes of the world
Has been the hardest thing I ever had to do.
But the jouney has been well worth it.
I feel free even though at times I am unbelievably tied down, that's what happens when your stuck in one place for too long. I blame the snow that seems to keep coming even though we have prayed for spring to come to us. Farmers say todays snow was number five, being the last before sping. Thank the Goddess! I need to be outside, in skirts and no shoes, in the grass. Oh, I miss the way grass feels under my feet. I also need to experiance child birth, only cause I am tired of being pregnant. It takes to long. Oh well, I will get over it. -03-18-03-
Titled- Spring is Near-
Eight days of warmth and Sunshine. Spring is almost here.
I am starting to feel energized, just feeling the warm air on my skin. The blue sky is my savior. Once all the snow is gone I will be 100 % ready to walk outside. Sunday i woke up and got dressed. Gabriel and I went for a walk, it was 61 degrees outside, sunny and beautiful. I can't wait for the next time I can take a walk. 
