Have you ever felt like life is moving too fast and leaving you behind... lost and confused. That's how I feel today, or rather, that's how I've felt all summer. I've been adding unnessecary stress to my life and with each passing summer, the stress gets worse. Now that summer break is ending, I'll have to prepare for selecting a college, the SAT's, and getting a scholarship so I can afford to go to college. I don't want to think about those thigns right now.
I want to sit on the beach, listen to the waves breaking, feel the wind flutter through my hair. I just want to relax on a beach until the day I die. I wouldn't even care if I was alone.
I don't know if I will able to continue following the path my life is taking. It seems like I'm wasting my time taking the hard way, when I could have just gone in a different direction and avoided all this pain and stress. Thinking about all this and writing it down now, as I speak, makes me long for that beach with the ocean view even more.
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Kodoku na Oujo no Nikki (The Diary of a Lonely Princess)
This little, worn diary, holds my deepest thoughts and fears.
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