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The True Me, The New Me, The Changed Me. Yeah...The title says it all. Most of the time when I am awake I have really random things fly in and out. So...When they come in, I'll write them down here. And beside having random thoughts being posted these will also tell about my day/week.


All_I_Ask_of_You
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Can't I Be Happy ~Poem~
Can’t I Be Happy

All the time I wear a smile
It’s for everyone else
To please them
To make them happy
To make the feel that they belong

Without people around it’s a different story
I do nothing that makes me feel welcomed
My mouth is an endless frown
My eyes show nothing but sadness
I’m lost

When I find someone that makes me happy
Fate snatches them, sending me into darkness
Mocking me, toying with me
Saying “You’ll never find happiness. And I’ll make sure of it.”
I’m a living corpse

I try to think of a brighter time
Where there’s no shame in liking a person
When it’s just happiness with me and you
No worries, no regrets, no heartbreaks
No pain

When things to turn out right
It’s not to long before there’s a pain in my chest
A sigh coming from my lips
The sadness in my eyes growing deeper
My body stone

I hope that one day Fate will let me decide
Who I keep and who I’ll let go free
I want to be happy with what I have
Great friendships, and even greater the people who I love
But I can’t be happy with what I want

I sit and think
Think of what it will be like
To be held, in the most wonderful arms of someone
To be kissed with the softest and tender lips
To be wanted

That day will never come with the luck I’m having
There’s been to many draw backs
No gaining
I just want to be a special person to someone
I want to be satisfied

Can’t I be allowed happiness in my life?
Can’t I be happy for at least once?



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Written by All_I_Ask_of_You
Finished 2:00 AM
Thursday, August 10th, 2006






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Chantarelle-Talon
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comment Commented on: Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 03:36am
I ask myself that same thing every second of the day.....


comment Commented on: Mon Oct 15, 2007 @ 06:00am
so this is what you do in the morning? xD


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