Can’t I Be Happy
All the time I wear a smile
It’s for everyone else
To please them
To make them happy
To make the feel that they belong
Without people around it’s a different story
I do nothing that makes me feel welcomed
My mouth is an endless frown
My eyes show nothing but sadness
I’m lost
When I find someone that makes me happy
Fate snatches them, sending me into darkness
Mocking me, toying with me
Saying “You’ll never find happiness. And I’ll make sure of it.”
I’m a living corpse
I try to think of a brighter time
Where there’s no shame in liking a person
When it’s just happiness with me and you
No worries, no regrets, no heartbreaks
No pain
When things to turn out right
It’s not to long before there’s a pain in my chest
A sigh coming from my lips
The sadness in my eyes growing deeper
My body stone
I hope that one day Fate will let me decide
Who I keep and who I’ll let go free
I want to be happy with what I have
Great friendships, and even greater the people who I love
But I can’t be happy with what I want
I sit and think
Think of what it will be like
To be held, in the most wonderful arms of someone
To be kissed with the softest and tender lips
To be wanted
That day will never come with the luck I’m having
There’s been to many draw backs
No gaining
I just want to be a special person to someone
I want to be satisfied
Can’t I be allowed happiness in my life?
Can’t I be happy for at least once?
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Written by All_I_Ask_of_You
Finished 2:00 AM
Thursday, August 10th, 2006
All the time I wear a smile
It’s for everyone else
To please them
To make them happy
To make the feel that they belong
Without people around it’s a different story
I do nothing that makes me feel welcomed
My mouth is an endless frown
My eyes show nothing but sadness
I’m lost
When I find someone that makes me happy
Fate snatches them, sending me into darkness
Mocking me, toying with me
Saying “You’ll never find happiness. And I’ll make sure of it.”
I’m a living corpse
I try to think of a brighter time
Where there’s no shame in liking a person
When it’s just happiness with me and you
No worries, no regrets, no heartbreaks
No pain
When things to turn out right
It’s not to long before there’s a pain in my chest
A sigh coming from my lips
The sadness in my eyes growing deeper
My body stone
I hope that one day Fate will let me decide
Who I keep and who I’ll let go free
I want to be happy with what I have
Great friendships, and even greater the people who I love
But I can’t be happy with what I want
I sit and think
Think of what it will be like
To be held, in the most wonderful arms of someone
To be kissed with the softest and tender lips
To be wanted
That day will never come with the luck I’m having
There’s been to many draw backs
No gaining
I just want to be a special person to someone
I want to be satisfied
Can’t I be allowed happiness in my life?
Can’t I be happy for at least once?
heart
Written by All_I_Ask_of_You
Finished 2:00 AM
Thursday, August 10th, 2006
