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Well...
School's been okay for the past two days, and on the weekend it was a little better as I've met a few buddies. Surprisingly I have yet to make a BIG enemy, but I bet that'll be soon... I don't know why I have a big hunch but I do.
Anyway, My schedule!
Period One: Algebra (Room 111) Mrs. Payne ( YAY for friends!)
Period two: Mrs. Snook. (Room orchestra) (...okay..)
Period Three: Geography (Room 323) Mrs. Nelson (HOT but okay)
Period Four: Keyboard (Room 112.) Mr. Gibson(GET ME OUT)
Period Five: Phys Science (Room 416?) Mrs. Woodley (Hmm..)
Period Six: Adv. English (room unknown) Mr. Tracy (YAY!)
Period Seven: German (Room 409) Mrs. Brost. (UGH.)
I felt quite.. happy, around them. You know, the new people I met while camping with my old friend Micheala.. (known her since.. 2nd-3rd grade?) I just felt happy. Though, they did the dad-talk again and I broke down heavily crying... Micheala cried with me.
It startled me. And when I looked behind, I saw Sam and Ally crying too. . . It made me feel somewhat warm.. and I found out the reason behind Sam crying was because her dad was in jail and she isn't able to talk to him for 4 years.. it must be hard, knowing someone you love being taken to jail and not being able to talk to him...
Micheala felt our pain, and joined in because "she had her family, a dad, two moms, and all that such" and she saw us without someone... I felt happy.
I'm a little depressed, too, though... Not sad... Because I'm going to a different school than a majority of my friends. I'm getting angry, and I feel that it might be jealousy because all in all, they meet new people and the new people tend to want to be gotten to know better than the old..
I don't know why, but it's also because they get to see my friends.. and I don't. Maybe once a month or maybe every other week but.. I miss it.
And all my friends ever do is say "Oh it's okay. They won't forget! HEY! don't get sad over it. Everyone else is going through withdrawl."
But I'm going through major withdrawl from my friends. I get angry and jealous easily.. I mean, sports.. everyone's doing them but I see myself NOT able to. Or.. I'm always chicken or SHY. SHY SHY SHY!
I hate it. I hate myself. Can I hate anything anymore?
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abby abby and abby aren't gonna forget you.
Wait, Abby and Abby aren't going to forget you.
You're hard to forget. 4laugh
You may not have noticed...[but you probably do]
I don't cry..ever
<<;
So even if I wanted to comfort you [I suck at comforting ><] then things would only get worse. scream gonk
But if it makes you feel better.. wink
"My leg hair hurts."
"Bob Dylan sucks!"
"Uh-uh, you did not just go there."
... lol
emo ...
I'm such a bad friend. D:
CLIMAX!
lololz
Holy crap. I am a bad friend.
- LOVECHI heart heart heart :hart: :harty: :fart: