Some of you think I'm faking it. I'm not gonna try and convince you otherwise.
Why should anyone believe me?
I mean, c'mon, my mom and step-dad sat with me and cried for hours because of my short time; that was a lie, right? I'm so sick right now and I hurt so much, even the pain killers aren't really helping; but that's a lie right? I live right next door to the hospital and can get home care instead of being stuck in the hospital; but that's a lie, right? I'm never going to have a family or get to graduate high school or college; but that's a lie too, right? I'm never going to know what it feels like to get a kiss. Never going to know what it feels like to have someone love me with their whole being. Never going to get to grow old and see my children have children of thier own.
But those are all lies, right? RIGHT?
God some of you out there sicken me.
Why should I lie? I've not asked any of you for money *except one of you and I've always asked one of you sweatdrop *, not asked you to pity me. Only for your prayers and support.
Some of you never even told me you care, but who am I to judge? I, people who are actually reading this, try not to judge. My best friend's gay. I have several friends who are of different races. I have friends who come from different backgrounds and religions.
I ask you, do I judge? Do I judge anyone? You can't really, not when you're always being judged yourself.
Think about that as you're either rolling your eyes or completely ignoring this message. I mean, c'mon, who's actually taking the time to do it anyways? I'm just a sixteen year old girl who has cancer, right? Why should my word count for anything?
Why should anyone believe me?
I mean, c'mon, my mom and step-dad sat with me and cried for hours because of my short time; that was a lie, right? I'm so sick right now and I hurt so much, even the pain killers aren't really helping; but that's a lie right? I live right next door to the hospital and can get home care instead of being stuck in the hospital; but that's a lie, right? I'm never going to have a family or get to graduate high school or college; but that's a lie too, right? I'm never going to know what it feels like to get a kiss. Never going to know what it feels like to have someone love me with their whole being. Never going to get to grow old and see my children have children of thier own.
But those are all lies, right? RIGHT?
God some of you out there sicken me.
Why should I lie? I've not asked any of you for money *except one of you and I've always asked one of you sweatdrop *, not asked you to pity me. Only for your prayers and support.
Some of you never even told me you care, but who am I to judge? I, people who are actually reading this, try not to judge. My best friend's gay. I have several friends who are of different races. I have friends who come from different backgrounds and religions.
I ask you, do I judge? Do I judge anyone? You can't really, not when you're always being judged yourself.
Think about that as you're either rolling your eyes or completely ignoring this message. I mean, c'mon, who's actually taking the time to do it anyways? I'm just a sixteen year old girl who has cancer, right? Why should my word count for anything?
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