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i sit in my room, wishing to end all my pain
i stare at the blade, wanting my own blood to spill
then i sit and stare at the picture, it drives me insane
and i begin to feel the guilt

i can't take my life, there's to many depending on me
i want to at least feel the pain to dull my mind
but now i have to let it go and wait and see
I hade my knife and remember to be kind
As i wish that i could find an escape

So let me be released, don't make me stay in this place
Let me go, so that i can't get scaired as my heart starts to race
The blood rushes through my vains, as i cry into the night
Abandoned and broken, but still in the fight
Just let me go, don't make me stay alive

I'll run into the night screaming for this pain to cease
But I fall to the ground only to get up again
Only to find it all increased
I'm worse of than when I began

I have the knife and i can see it
As the blade runs across my arm
If had, how to conceal it
But I cannot manage to harm
MYSELF TONIGHT!

So let me be released, don't make me stay in this place
Let me go, so that i can't get scaired as my heart starts to race
The blood rushes through my vains, as i cry into the night
Abandoned and broken, but still in the fight
Just let me go, don't make me stay alive

Release me from my despair. . .Just let me end my painful existance.