A suicide note to all
To all the even care
And maybe to those who dont
And the ones who just sit and stare
I dried my eyes for you
And please all do the same
For death is not so bad
Except for when we shame
I bite my nails and sing a song
And wait for time to pass
My hair shiels my eyes
And I look at you through the glass
For days only one knew
And he kept my secret well
Thats why i told him
He's brought under the spell
This is for those who didn't though
And just woke up with me dead
Black around my eyes
And a bullet in my head
I'm hated by many each day
And are tortured alot
The tears I shed for them
The good days I have forgot
I only remember the hate
The sadness in HIS eyes
So I couldn't take it at all
And so in a note i say my goodbyes
The songs I love play over
I cant hear them when below
So they can stay with me forever
And the tears I have can show
I'm skipping my last meal
I'm going to die famished
My blood is running out my arms
But, no not yet finished
I take the ring, the one I love
And put it on my finger
Try stealing it bitches
But, let my body linger
I go over to your house
And kiss your tear stained face
I hold you hand one last time
You awake and our finges lace
I smile then walk away
But not before turning to you once more
"Goodbye forever, I'll stay yours even when dead"
A tear falls down and I walk out the door
That's all I had left to do
But wait, one more thing to say
I look at HIM the one who knows
He has to be there on my last day
Come with me, and watch me die
I want you to be the one with my secret
Tell no one and stay quiet
Oh how I wish i could keep it
Tell my love that I'm not the only one
Not the only one dying tonight
My unborn secret shall stay with me
Goodbye, for I've died of fright
Char-Char SuperCHARged Community Member 
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